Back at last
My months and months of coughs & colds and tests led to a diagnosis of chronic lung disease, worsened by an allergy to my budgies. I still have trouble believing that my rescue of that little blue bird, and subsequent friends I bought for it, could lead to impaired lung function, but the tests said otherwise. So the birds have found another home, I miss their cheerful chatter but it wasn't an option to keep them.
I'm quite healthy except for the fact I can't carry anything, and I get quite breathless if I hurry; it won't get any better, and it might get a lot worse, but for now I'm just going to take each day as it comes.
Another thing I had to give up is gardening, can't take the risk of catching something from potting mix or compost; Mereth has offered to do any repotting that needs to be done, so all I have to do is water things, but the majority of my plants have already been disposed of. I spend so much time travelling now that I won't be able to keep things watered during summer and it all would die anyway. Our Mum spent months at a time visiting her 4 children in turn, knowing full well that her garden would suffer in her absence; now I understand how she felt.
But I love my visits to Adelaide to spend time with Seonaid and Isla.
Isla is 18 months old now, that time went so quickly. I don't see nearly enough of her, but there are so many other things to fit in.
I help Mereth with her twin grand-babies; I try to go in once or twice a week and help with the night feeds.
They are getting closer to sleeping all through the night, and it will be such a relief when they do. The sleep deprivation was easier to handle when I was 28, but I'm 30 years older now!
This morning I sat in my sewing room and made a cutting list of all the projects that need to be moved on. If I have a few spare moments I can cut these pieces and they'll be ready to sew whenever I get a few more spare moments.
I'm also cutting out a Hunter's Star with the Go Cutter, so I'm really giving the blue fabrics a workout. I might not have ANY left after this.
I'm learning how to use my smart phone to make life easier, uploading pictures to Blogger etc. If I master this new technology I just may be able to blog more in future; there's hope yet that I can use these new-fangled machines properly!















































